i was way too tired.  that seems to be my excuse for everything these days, but unfortunately it’s true.  i feel like i live just to sleep again.  which i guess is normal right now, but next week i start school and it’s up at 530 for me and i’m going to try to be in bed by 1030.  which also means that on three nights of the week, i won’t get to see michael before i go to bed and i hope that doesn’t put strain on us.  i don’t know how working moms do it.  i hope i don’t crash and burn.  noah is wonderful, a great joy and so much fun, but can i be a good mom, wife and teacher?  i hope so.  pray for me during the next couple of months as i try to keep my sanity.